The silly neighbors put a password on their internet. How rude.

Apparently last week around this time I accidentally went psycho over you know who. He likes a girl; DUH right? But before that had been brought to my attention, I was all excited about a whole bunch of bull. I was planning when to tell him how I feel and pretending that if he found out nothing would change. I super don't know what my problem was, but I probably needed that big huge slap in the face by reality. I havent seen him in three weeks, and counting. It looks like I'll be counting for another week, though. I'm sure I'll be super nervous and naucious when I do get to see him. KILL ME NOW, YO!

This summer I've grown closer to the people in my youth group. Its all good except that it seems the closer I get to F51, the more distant I get from everyone else. I'm more likely to go out of the way to help someone in my youth group than to help my other "friends" [with the exception of a few people]. Thats not fair for other people, but I also find it difficult to care. :P I feel like our ministry is about to BLOW UP, and I dont want anyone to be left out because of internal struggles, and definitely not because of external struggles.

God has done great things in my life and in lives of those near and dear to me; and it don't stop. I've seen God move in some ways I never thought I'd see.

I love Jesus Christ so much, and I pray he use me in any and every way: consume me from the inside out. Amen.

Tonight I'm heading out to Alabama with a few of my favorite people in the world to witness God's presence at The Ramp. I know in my heart that God has something in store for me because Satan is all over me and my attitude [for that is the easiest way for him to attack me]. But Satan can SIT DOWN, cuz nothing is keeping me from my blessings. I have some stuff I need to recieve and let go of. And in the name of Jesus, its happening in Alabama!

I love Matthew Paul Argenbright. I love Jennifer Avanna West. I love Lewis "Lew Lew" Glin.