#checkthisout

So last night I got to hang out with my youth group. The boys stayed with my youth pastor in his extra huge country back yard and went camping, while us girls stayed in their extra beautiful house with his wife. Dood, I thought that staying in a house full of girls for such a long period of time would make me homicidal, but I had so much fun! First we ate dinner, of which the lovely Chrystal, Bekah, and Nicole prepared for us ahead of time. It was delicious. And then we chilled out for a little while, until we were so rudely interrupted by the most obnoxious and retarded game EVAR invented. Like, it was really dumb. I have yet to figure out what the purpose of that game is. After we quit that, wayyyy before anyone had even come close to winning, we whipped out the karaoke machine. Ohhhhh yeaaaa. That was some intensely good times. It makes me laugh that rap songs actually end up on karaoke CD's, LOL.

Before everyone crashed out, we had some seriousface time. Chrystal talked about how she wanted us as young women of God to be there for each other, and know that others are going to be there for us. I totally agree with this notion. At school, the females are simply vicious; they're so fake and untrustworthy. And I think a lot of us (because I certainly do) keep that same mentality towards the ladies we're around at church-- but that shouldn't be the case at all! We need each other, and most importantly, others need us. Alisha gave a devotion about persecution. She was so on point.

After seriousface time, the normal non-crazy girl would just go ahead and go to sleep, or have a relaxed conversation with some of the girls that wanted to stay up. But ohh noo, I can't ever just be in my right mind. So what do I do? I get Alisha's phone and call Hector. It was definitely one in the morning, so the plan was for him to be asleep, so I could leave a nice little honest voicemail and be done. He jacked the plan all up by answering the phone. I mean who really picks up a call in the middle of the night from a number they don't know. Anywhoo, he answered (AND HE SOUNDED SO CUTE!) and the plan basically went straight out the door. Like, I wanted to tell him who it was and that I like him so I could hurry up and NOT like him, butttt... my inner six year old kicked in. xD We had to have talked for 40 minutes before everything was cleared up. What had happened was, he felt like I was playing games, so he got mad, right, and started playing games too! "I think it starts with a C. Are you in my 4B?" WOMP. Man, he laughed at me a lot, too. School on Monday shall be quite interesting. Aye, did y'all know he speaks Spanish?! AIGHT, I'm done! I'ma laugh if he sees this, pahahaha.

Lemme just say, that telling everyone-- including him, is not helping a dang thing. And like wtf? Why are my emotions playing games with me like I have time for any of this nonsense. Alisha makes so much fun of my reoccurring word vomit, it's terrible. WHY CAN'T I JUST BE DONE WITH BOYS!? D: And YEA, I'ma keep whining because nothing else is working. xO Bless my heart, yo. At least high school is almost over! :D

Me and Chrystal Cole had a really good conversation last night. I love her, and I'm sooo looking forward to the future of F51. Me and Eric are gonna be BFF's one day, too. I think I'm gonna go on a fast. Not from food, because that would be too easy. Probably from Twitter, because unless God sustains me, I will certainly die within 24 hours.

This sleepover was such a blessing. I've never had a revelation by vessel of a human, but I feel like it happened last night. I got to spend time with Ti'Anna and Nissi and Casey, and Heather, and really get to know them. Ti'Anna and Nissa are so sweet. And someone tell me where Casey and Heather have been all my life? Crunkest white girls evaaaar. You know what's great about this? I get to see everyone again tomorrow. Life is good. God is great.

I'd hate to kill the mood, but can someone please tell me how life is supposed to go on without Josh Kilpatrick? The last time I'll see him is tomorrow, because I won't be at church for the next week. I can't believe they're moving to Missouri. This doesn't even make any sense. Maybe if I delete my Twitter forever and ever, he'll stay. ): What's gonna happen to the band, and who's gonna sing lead. Bro, I can barely get it together enough to sing harmony. OH LORD JESUS. *seriously contemplates deleting my twitter*

Church in the morning! I'm going to see the fricken JB movie tomorrow, after lunch with some of my favorite people. I think I'm going on a college visit on Monday? Wednesday we fly out for state competition. How exciting, right? I'm still enjoying "not having a cell phone." Ahh, God is good.