#rightontime

I just want you guys to know that I've come down with the fever, the Bieberfever, and that there is no cure in sight. HE IS SO CUTE. I saw him three times yesterday: The Seven, 106 and Park, and The Late Show. Did you know he has 7 million followers on twitter?! That, my friends, is what you call swag. Do you have swag? Maybe. Is your swag like JB's? Not even. I'm completely aware of how ridiculous all of this is, but what can I say; I'm just a firm belieber xD

Bro, my birthday is in one week. Thats right, yo; I will be 18 years old on February 12th. I remember back in the day when I used to have these epic hotel parties where we chilled out around the hotel, swam, whatever. The guys went home, but the girls spent the night. It was always mostly just my tight knit group of GT dorks, and we had so much fun. This will be the third year that I haven't had a celebration, and you know what, it's okay. My priorities are so different. I don't even want to necessarily go out and do anything.

You know what I do want? xD I MEAN YOU KNOW, cuz it's going to be my birthday... I want a Panda Pillow Pet, A. W. Tozer books, a best buy gift card (because JB's remix CD comes out on valentines day), those big bracelets from Hot Topic that say "I <3 JUSTIN", and a (estimated) 2x3 sized piece of wood. More than all that stuff, I'd really just enjoy heartfelt cards and birthday wishes, lol.

Yesterday I found myself so wrapped up in the glory of the Lord that at one point I was mindlessly bouncing around my house in praise. When I think about His goodness, and what He's done for me... oh Lord! Where would I have been these past six weeks had it not been for His never failing love? And tell me, who else is gonna walk with me, strengthen me, and lead me through such an extended period of misery? I thought letting go would hurt, and so I held on, but boy was I wrong-- and I praise God for that! Too early? Nah man, right on time (as He always is!)Psalms are really good, guys. Their main objective is to glorify God in all His glorious ways, and it is simply beautiful.

We all know a person who works in cycles. They always seem to have it all together. I know someone who works in cycles, but I only know that because I was a part of it. And I know that the people before me were a part of it. The people after me will be a part of it, unless something changes. That cycle isn't nearly as hurtful to us, as it is to that person. Because while we may have been systematically pushed around at one point, we're free now; they're still trapped. They must be so empty, and perhaps they aren't even aware. And all the scars we acquire from falling in sequence, don't keep us from caring. But common sense keeps us at a distance. So we'll watch them go around and around until something changes. Prayer changes-- and thats really all we can do. I am praying for you.

I love Kylie Troi for being there for me. I love Jennifer Avanna for knowing I'm gonna be there for her. I love Magen Nicole for keeping me in check. I love Jesus Christ for being my everything.