Addicted

It’s three in the morning

Lost and void of sleep

How was I forgotten

When you were always to keep?

But I just need a few sips

To suffocate my mind

And who else shall I turn to?

How else will I unwind?

Shameless and sure, pour and comply

I’m still not ready, not for goodbye

But I don’t need you…

It’s four in the morning

And you don’t even care

Cold sweats and goose bumps

Because you aren’t there

And all I need is one hit

To take away the pain

Shoot me up and make me tingle

All throughout my veins

Slow and steady, aim and fire

I’m just a kid, so you’re the liar

But I can handle this…

It’s five in the morning

So I’ll just try again

Except that the substance abuse

Is making me spin

And I don’t know

What will save me now

But letting you go…

I don’t know how

Shot after sip, more and more

I know this feeling, I’ve been here before

But baby I’ll die for you…