#merrychristmas

My Matthew is greater than your whoever, AND DON'T YOU FORGET IT. I cant believe he came over here without a jacket, though D:< Yea, let him get sick. He's freaking cute in pink. Like, omgsh.

This morning I woke up and I wasn't in the spirit at all. I hid in my bed for like an hour, because I wanted my mommy to think I was still sleep. Alisha talked me into going downstairs and being social, so I did. Then we came back upstairs and opened presents. My mommy got me the CUTEST watch. Haha, you know what she put in my stocking? Scratch-offs, wassuuuuuup!

Good stuff, right? But the presents still didn't necessarily make me feel better, because at this point I still wanted to set the Christmas tree on fire. Omgsh, and then my mommy started irritating the crap out of me. Her Christmas spirit was crashing with my scrooge spirit and it was just not working. But then... something amazing happened. Jaggy heard I was having a bad day and came over and gave me a hug before he went out to see his other friend. I don't know; that really helped cheer me up. He is Christian, but his family his Hindu, and so they weren't celebrating at all, yet he had more Christmas spirit than me.

I talked to my grandma. I love her! She's cooking dinner for her and her boo, and omgsh shes so fly. I swear she's 21 on the inside. I think I'll go up there this summer :3

So then here comes my Matthew, cute as CRAP in his pink Hollister shirt, bringing me the most ahmazing snuggie you will never own. And if you do have a pink snuggie, its not the same, cuz it wasn't from my Matthew. I'm positively going to be smiling for the next six hours.

I really feel like I have so many legit reasons to be down about today; I'm so disappointed in myself. It's like Christmas came and now its about to leave and... ugh, I don't even know. But you know what?! God is so good. This is the day we celebrate the birth of Jesus! My life would SUCK without Jesus! Happy Birthday, Friend! Ahhh...!

So my dad is about to come get me, so I can have Christmas over there with him, his gf, his gfs daughter, his gfs daughter's bf, and his gfs brother (LOL this all sounds so ghetto). More presents, I think? I wonder what my dad ended up getting me. His girlfriend BETTER had got me something. We're having steak and crab legs for dinner. Delicious. I hope all goes well.

My life is good. The people in my life are greater. My God is THE greatest. Merry Christmas, everyone <3